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i have an addiction to buying shoes..
1st it was swim suits now running shoes...
I plan on joining the gym soon ... so i guess i am preparing for it in some way

well Issy is coming back tomorrow... he hasnt called or anything so i guess hes oraganising his own pick up at the airport


sometimes I figure it'll be best if i never speak to him again..
Hes been away for 3 months now and I've developed a liking for one of my co workers - who is 50 yrs old.

YIKES! 

issy is 21.. hes young. he needs time to grow up , experience life and girls out there before he figures out what he really wants.

I'm too old for him and i might be too young for the other guy.. 

really.. there is no in between.. no one out there for me.. i'm done looking. I'm just gunna live my life for me and continue doing my thing ...

its just frustrating not being able to have a companion. some one to talk to someone to make love to, some one to hug when i need one , for fu--ks sake!

is anyone out there!?!.... I guess not.    - this is sad

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